Tears just rolled down uncontrollably this morning, when I sent an sms to my Mummy. I thought I was handling it good all the while, then this morning ... Mummy asked me to go home for dinner today, but I dont want, cos I will start thinking when I get home. But I still think that overall, I am coping very well with it, so hey, give me some credit & encouragement on this k.
I was very angry last night for a moment, when I got to know about something. Lies. Why LIE, is there even a need to, even at this moment? I hate Liars, I really do. Admitting is one thing after that, but why lie in the first place? *Am I That Hard To Understand?*
On impulse, I made a call, it didn't get through. Then I stood back and think, "Why should I even bother getting so affected about it?" It made no sense to me now, so I just tried ignoring it and literally tried throwing my emotions away and concentrate on sleeping instead... and I did, and started dreaming again... Zzzzzzzzzzzzz...
Met up with some of my ex-colleagues yesterday, at some high-class Italian restaurant. All asked me if I'm doing okay or not, and what happened? I knew them very well, sure LATE ONE. LOL. Wanted to go Makansutra, then rain leh. Heng, we had not started eating yet. haha...
Talk talk talk, then got to know my ex-boss actually sent regards to me, I was like "Wow, thanks!" Nice to hear, felt good. Then they told me eh, heard ex-boss got tell me some 'theories' ah last time, I was like ya lo ya lo, so I explained the theory that he told me last time, during my ACCA exam study period haha... He and his theories, well I'm not surprised, he came up with a patented methodology, so I do respect him for that.
Result of meeting up: Talking talking, walking walking, shopping shopping, and I came home with 2 new pairs of Charles & Keith shoes, that woman la, drag me inside, then say "eh you sure you dont want to see see is it? got 30% leh." zzzzzz... actually I dont wanna buy one lor, I've been spending too much. *purposely tempt me* I bought more shoes than her somemore. zzzzzzz........
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Oohh... forgot to mentioned.. sorry about the lateness.. but it did prevent us from getting ourselves and food drenched, didnt it? ;)
will try to be punctual next time...
Tears are positive expression of being humane; you should be glad that you are made of flesh and blood. Fight on and vow that you will never return to him for he has let you down; you deserve better. Moving forward, life is also more than just men and there are thousands of things that awaits for you to handle. Be strong... do let me know if you require more theories, I have solutions for getting hooked again! Ha ha! Stay fun and stay cool.
Hey Mag,
Haha. Sorry, I dont mean that I mind that you were late. Was just kidding. :) just suaning LOL.
Yes CH. haha, you and your theories. lol. ok if need more will go find you.
:)
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