My Heart Is Dead.

This is the only word that I can describe my heart with - DIED, well not physically of course, otherwise, how would I still be typing here?

Seems like I have made the right decision... My feelings now. A bit loss for words, a lot of disappointment, when I found out about certain things again over the past two weeks. They are just simply a give away. To be able to do things like that right after a breakup, is just so disappointing. Protection. Respect. Care. Consideration. I realize I did not get these when I needed it, it must be told to be given.

I think ever since that fateful day of my breakup, I didn't realize it had been for a month now, I had been putting in a lot of effort to get through things, and of course, with the support of my friends and family around me, all of them. I love you guys. *muacks* At least, I have activities packed up week after week. :) if not, it will just be rest at home with family and cranky sister. LOL. My circle of friends have also widened the past month. New DOTA gang, new mahjong kakis, new clubbing friends. :)

I believe I can get through it, I'm a strong girl right? :) I had been through the worst, how much worse can it get? Time will heal all my wounds, I am actually looking forward to the month, starting the end of September, till probably end October. In the meantime, everyday will just pass in a flash. Soon, I'll gradually get rid of this habit that I currently have. It is just an addiction I must kick. Haha, my girl xiaoqing, told me that it is actually fun leading a single life. And I am currently single and available.. :) In life, nobody is indispensable, not at work, not in love, not even at home. It is just how you go about handling your problems. Life goes on...