Past & Present

Let’s talk about Past & Present today. I had learnt a lot from my previous relationship.
Maybe God decided I should go through what I had to be able to appreciate what I have with Tat right now. =) I have learnt to appreciate things a lot better now, through communication with Tat, like he would tell me what he may not like, and vice versa.

During one of the nights, we had an ‘irritated’ night; we were talking about how irritated we felt with each other. LOL. It was funny, but at least he knows what I do not like, and now I know what irritates him wahaha. Maybe I should do it more and see his irritated face haha. Anyway, you also purposely ‘irritate’ me just to see my irritated reaction right. Kana sai.

Everyone now looks at me and says that I look so much happier now, appetite has increased too! =) WAHAHA, but I shall NOT grow fat, I will be in control of that. Yah, I AM happy, and I think I also am mingling more with his friends, lightweights and his other groups. Previously, it is just friends first, always friends first, I mean there should be a balance.

He has been busy going for his business trips to KL and Thailand recently. Sob sob, for around a week each time, missed him hor. I bought him a portable electric kettle so he could use on his overseas trips, hee hee. Nice hor nice hor! I got him a mini dictionary for Thai, it is damn good, I survived my Thai days with it, if not I would have died.

I also planned a surprise for him on the day he flew back from Bangkok, I went to pick him from the airport! =) but but, he sorta guessed that I would be there leh! Kns, he called me when he landed, asked where I was, I was like err… OT in office ah. He was like really meh?! Haha, no I am waiting outside for you. LOL, but he was happy I came down! Not like me being unappreciated when I did that a long time ago for someone, with just like the “Oh” reaction.

I’ve been wanting to like just go walk walk at Changi Airport, since a FEW years back already, cos not much people there, don’t have the crowded shit you get in the urban areas, then just sit down somewhere, chill, always getting the cold water response. Well, I’ve FINALLY done it, we were supposed to pick Jean from the Airport later in the night @ 1130pm. So decided to head there for dinner, after my last paper! Then we went round snapping pictures, and he was playing with my cam. I was like a small kid last night, cos I hadn’t been out for a long time, waited for my parents to pick us both at 11+ from T3, we actually stayed in T2, T3 for quite some hours, then went to the other terminal to pick the little fry up.

Well, both of us are so busy at work, sometimes our weekends are sacrificed cos of work, but at least both of us are working hard together at the same time, so it doesn’t really feel so bad. On top of that, I had studies too, which I think I might have sacrificed this time for my career, but I don’t mind working hard. I had quite a huge jump entering this job, and I am willing to work hard for it. My boss was saying he might actually sponsor a trip for me and my bf to BALI?!?! FOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! We shall see ok.

And the bimbotic S***N bitch has been commenting about my sister. Wtf. Already got the guy she wants, whom I DUMPED, and yet now what? Still trying to create chaos here? Want to read my sister’s blog, go read lah, comment here & comment there, nothing better else to do. What the bloody hell, seriously no f**king life. Nobody bullies my sister, or u face me, and u face Tat. And I can foresee the response, oh no no nothing of that sort, and *innocent look*. oh pls, give me a break. BITCH.