Heart To Heart.

I had a real heart to heart chat with him yesterday night, after I got home.
I think he got another shock from me. Wahaha.. Poor guy, I left him in utter confusion. =P
This is what I feel we had - Communication. More of my part now, cos he doesn't really know how to react yet, yet...

And by saying what I said, I have made him put on his THINKING CAP.
Wahaha, he used to use his cap for his writings and his nonsense crap. LOL, now it will be about ME.
I think at the end of the conversation, we both felt a strange sense of temporary loss.

19th FEBRUARY..............................
IS THE DAY!!!!!!

After hearing what he said last night, my hopes are even higher than before, but I think I'll just let it be.. =) I kept smiling to myself from within. I slept with a smile on my face. I smiled to myself while reading his smses/ my budd's smses in the train today. =) First thing in the morning, I called her and told her what happened. Haha.. She said she's really glad I managed to let him feel special, cos she can totally relate to him.. If I really did that, its a nice thing, I feel..

I hope all things turn out good. If not, no worries. Next chapter in life, here I come! =)
I realized I have taken a very positive outlook in life, and become much more cheerful!!
This is good lah, good for me.. Joanie has grown up.

Today, let's start this off together.... =) I await positively.